Depressed and nothing feels right anymore?

i could care less about alot of things but i been tryin to get a job and work and do something but its so hard cause there barley anything out here that i can do not even burger king and i feel this depression is makin me less and less of a man cause i have no motivation no desire to have or do anything i been through alot growin up and i'm beginin to feel thats how my life was ment to b nothing but confusion and pain someone help me please i'm tired of this i wanna b happy for once i wish i could b a kid again where i aint have to take responsiblities but someone help me gert out of this funk cause its gonna mess me up bad if i dont stop this now